Note to self: Enjoy it

Life is really weird. I don't think I've discovered that more than during this past year.

But seriously dudes...carpe diem. and enjoy it. and take it by the horns and ride it. ( *clears throat*...sorry)

Life is balancing quite precariously between sucky and great right now, so I'm simply just trying to impart some wisdom to other people who I know are in the same situation as I am in right now.

Whatever.

Finals end on Thursday. and then I am DONE.

...there were so many things I should have done...

Note to self: be bold. do something you might regret, but do it with force. and do it with thy might. HAAAAjk

Song of the Day: Carolina in My Mind- James Taylor ((((THANKS TO NORA FOR BASICALLY THE MOST WONDEFUL PERFORMANCE OF THIS SONG I WILL EVER HEAR EVER<3))))

Bye xx.

me, below.

I've got to get out of here

Only a couple of days til finals.
Only a couple of times I've blown my top.
Only a couple of people I've started to get annoyed by.
Only a couple of hours I've wasted on Facebook.
Only a couple of outfits I've wasted on bad days.
Only a couple of tears.
Only a couple of laughs I've had by myself.
Only a couple of friends I've grown jealous of.
Only a couple of weeks I've been too sad.
Only a couple of skirts I HAVEN'T gotten to wear because it's not frickin' spring yet.
Only a couple of nights I haven't gone to bed.
Only a couple of boys I've yearned over.
Only a couple of friends I've adored. Just kidding. A lot of friends.
Only a couple of cupcakes I've made.
Only a couple of books I've annotated to oblivion.
Only a couple of times I've discussed my shameful passion for Ben Stiller.
Only a couple of things I've said I wish I could take back.
Only a couple of times I've fallen on my face.
Only a couple of erasermarks on my sketchpad.
Only a couple of webcam pictures on my computer.
Only a couple of chocolates that have gotten me through the night.
Only a couple of times I've honestly fallen for someone.

Only a couple of times I've actually simply...breathed.

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I can't tell if everything is actually finally falling apart, or actually finally coming together.
I love him. and I love you. and everything is changing and it's not stopping. I don't think it will ever stop.
And that's what I'm scared of.

Bye. xx
ps. Sorry for the ultra-emotional post today.

Song of the Day: Don't Stop Believin'- GLEE

:)

I...just had a great day...:) <3

sleep is for weaklings.

I am in such a state of panic right now. The amount of work I have this week is really really really really frightening. And the amount of time is dwindling. I don't know what to do. My stomach is churning; I'm up at 5 o'clock in the morning, checking my email to have just been informed that I get to LOSE MY FREE TOMORROW TO TAKE A FRENCH TEST THAT I HAVE NO WAY OF STUDYING FOR.

Oh my god. I am....I don't even know

If you see me today...please just give me a hug

<3

I think that my chest is honestly going to burst because of the amount of love in my heart right now.

Thank you, guys. Really.


Song of the Day: Nine People's Favorite Thing- [Title of Show]

Thunder.

I used to hate thunderstorms. Now I love them.

They're one of the things that is REALLY beautiful in nature. 

I'm sitting here, having finished (most of) my Chem work, leaning against my bed, listening to Noah and the Whale, listening to the thunder and breathing. 

Lots goin' on here, as you can see! Tehe.

WE HAVE ADVISEE BREAKFAST TOMORROW SCORE. I'm gonna go to sleep early anyway, though, cause I have to write something tomorrow morning for...*cough* Chem.

This week is so weird. I had like, 4 people come up to me today and say, "Are you okay?" 

It kind of took me by surprise, because I felt perfectly fine. However, after those people asked that...I noticed that I wasn't feeling as great as I could be. A lot of friend-drama type-teenagery shit is going on right now. But whatever. It's tech week for the One-Acts, which makes everyone a little more on edge. PS COME SEE THE ONE-ACTS AT 4-6 ON FRIDAY AND 7-9 ON SATURDAY yup.

Tomorrow, when you see me in school, do NOT ask me if I'm okay. Do anything else: say hi, hug me, kiss me on the cheek...whatever. But I'm fine. So it's not even worth asking, fools.

:) Goodnight!

xx

Song of the Day: Do What You Do- Noah and the Whale

I am a rock, I am an island.

I don't know why, but I've been listening to this song SO much today. It makes me really happy. I suppose it's because I just saw The Graduate (PS IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT GO SEE IT RIGHT NOW PLEASE AND THANK YOU.) and the entire soundtrack to it is Simon & Garfunkel.


Today is a beautiful, beautiful day. The sun is FINALLY out while the weather is FINALLY warm, and it is just so good. I am so much happier in warm weather.
I woke up at like...9:20 and then went out to breakfast. I walked down town to go to the diner, and then got coffee and walked up to see the Pville Invitational Track Meet. It was great :D I got to see a bunch of people. I miss track. Well...I miss the PEOPLE from track. Not so much the 400's...and yeah.
I've spent most of the rest of the day lounging around, listening to music, and talking to a couple of my friends on the phone/on AIM. I want to figure out what to do tonight, though.
I have ALSO gotten some of my homework done!!!!!! WOOOO. Well...not all of it. But I'm sure it will get done, eventually. (lies)
Now I'm eating chips. I'm in a very chippy mood.
I think someone is having a BBQ because it suddenly got really loud across the street and it smells like chicken. Mmm.
I'm sitting in my screened-in porch, and the sun just has a bit of a glare on the computer screen.
I'm pretty content.
My brother just got home. He's too popular for his own good. Seriously. I barely see him because he's always out with his friends.
My back aches. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I have TEH WORST POSTURE OF ANYONE EVER.
I can't believe that there is only 5 more weeks of school left, including review week. I...honestly can't believe it.

So. I hope that your day was as nice, or relaxing, or fun, or whatever, as mine was/is.
Have a good night!
Bye. xx

Song of the Day: (besides I Am a Rock) Dancing With Myself- Billy Idol