H'OMG!

so I just looked back at all of my posts and discovered one very important thing.

I'M A TOOL!
D:

i should probably get on that.
or maybe not. maybe i LIKE being a tool.


Whatever. It's not like people actually read this thing anyway...
k it's time for an exciting day of...PAINTINGmaybe.

gooooodbye darlings.

and he carries a reminder

of every blow that cut him til he cried out,
in his anger and his shame
i am leaving
i am leaving
but the fighter still remains..
-The Boxer, Simon & Garfunkel

HALLO. This is my first post in aBOUTTTT a million years. That is because I have been super busy.
I...was, as my ex-roomate said perfectly, in an absolute state of euphoria for the past two weeks.
I met the most incredible people, and luckily enough, most of them live very close by. :D I was really really scared to go to BU, but it actually turned out to be incredible, in many more ways than one :) ALSO fun fact: I only took like 90 pictures but a couple of the pictures were possibly a couple of the best (or most meaningful tehe) I will ever take. Hehe.
It was such a short period of time, though. I really wished we would've had another weekend. I've been going through such huge withdrawal today that I've basically spent most of the day looking at pictures or texting people from BU.
Well anyway. I love you guys so much...and thank you. Thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou THANKYOU x 239874238 for making these past two weeks absolutely ROCK. I miss you all so much already.

I...SAW HARRY POTTER TODAY. The experience was kind of funny- it got well reviewed, but a lot of my friends didn't really like it. But of course I was gonna see it anyway...I mean, who do you think I am? Ha well. It far exceeded my expectations. Of course, I will go for anything with Daniel Radcliffe (naked or not), Alan Rickman (who is absolutely bloody brilliant) (tehe), or Jason Isaacs (who plays Lucius but had far too little screen time in HP6). But people...go see it. It was not bad at all. I absolutely loved parts of it. I do admit, some of the whole hormonal/romantic stuff was not entirely needed, but it did give Rupert Grint a little while to actually look completely dopey and adorable. The CGI was pretty spot-on as well. So. Go see it, if you already haven't! And then tell me what you think.

I...still need to see BRUNO. I know this is kinda turning into a film-based post, but I'm so obsessed with film that a huge percentage of my actual conversations in real life are based around film, so I can't really help it. Deal with it :) I KNOW, I KNOW. People came out of it being like, "Well...if you like 2 hours of gay porn, feel free!" or "Waste of 10 bucks!" or "That was completely disgusting. Oh my god." but do remember...this is Sacha Baron Cohen. The crazy-ass (literally) guy who brought us characters like Ali-G and Borat. I mean, come on, people! If you didn't expect something completely ridiculous, you really didn't need to see it. I think especially with all of the anti-gay stuff around these days, people need to be shocked. Hey...even my MOM wants to see it. AH. I know. But don't worry, if and when I see it...it will not be with her.
...God. *shiver*

It's late again. And I'm almost always posting these when it's late. I guess it's because I don't have anything better to do than to...um...share my feelings with the Internet? Weird...

Well, I think I'm gonna go read now. I was planning on trying to read The Lovely Bones again...but I don't know. I literally had to put it down the first time I tried because the combination of that and having just seen one of my friends in a play, playing a rape victim kind of scared the shit out of me. And I don't know...it's late and all...
Jeez. Whenever I get in this kinda reading mode, I inevitably have to grab something ridiculous out of my bookcase...like...TTYL or something...because I have to read before I go to sleep.

GAH. I miss everyone so much...it hurts :(
Anyway...if anyone's bored right now: go watch the "Where the Wild Things Are" trailer on Youtube. Blew my mind.

Mmk. I love you aiusdh942nfak;laohfa.
Bye. xx

Song of the Day: Boston- Augustana

!!!

dan mckenna is a whore.

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhhh

Today was interesting. This is gonna be long, so get yourself some popcorn and go find a comfortable chair.

TIME FOR A LIST YAYYAYAY

1. First day that I did not set an alarm to wake up. INSTEAD got woken up at nine by lawnmower people and their frickin' loud lawnmowers and shit. GRAHHH. Therefore was already pissed off by the time I got downstairs.


2. No one was home so I decided to take Comet for a walk. It was all going swell: a suprisingly good Shuffle playlist, a happy dog, and a nice day. Then I got stopped by an old lady asking directions (LIKE I WOULD KNOW WHERE ANYTHING IS...psh) and then just happened to drop my iPod on the pavement! And broke the little wifi cover thingie! Oh well...it still works. Then, I got stopped AGAIN by a driver of a HUGEEEEE truck. And THEN saw my 4th grade teacher and talked to her for awhile. Phew. FINALLLLY got home.
   
3. Decided to make some cookies. I got this fantastic book called "500 Cookies" and it's amazing. I decided to make..."Peanut Butter and Jelly Thumbprint Cookies." It was weird because they didn't require any flour and I got worried. But they turned out well, albeit a little burned. mhm.


4. He wanted to relax for a little while, so I started looking for this book that Alice and I wrote for our 8th grade English teacher. It was about a mouse (or "maus") during something very much like the Holocaust. I illustrated it, and we both wrote it while sitting on my roof. It was absolutely amazing (or so we thought ha) but neither of us could find it, and we had both literally been looking for three years. My mom got home and I asked her if I could snoop around for it...and in a box of old art projects, covered by macaroni sculptures....I FOUND IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!excessive excitement I called Alice and basically screamed over the phone and then preceded to read it like 23u4982 times and make my parents read it and jump around the house for awhile. YAY :)


5. And then....my dad and I went to.....STAR TREK. I...I cannot even put words into how much I enjoyed it. I recently watched Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan (because I'm a nerd) and it actually really helped to see it before seeing the new one. I. LOVED. IT. YOU MUST GO SEE IT. I'm serious. And I'm really harsh about movies. But I'm a sucker for a great action movie, CHRIS PINE, ZACHARY QUINTO (!!!!!!), ANTON YELCHIN. So so good. My favorite line was when Spock and Kirk are leaving (MAYBE FOREVER YOU NEVER KNOW!) and Spock and that girl are kissing goodbye in front of Kirk and she goes, "I'll be monitoring your frequencies." Oh. Yes. She WILL be monitoring his frequencies ;)bahcreepyface

All in all, RIDICULOUS DAY. In a good way.

Well...you know those quizzes on Facebook that are like "HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW THIS PERSON BLAH BLAH"? I just took one of my best friend's ones and failed it miserably. And I know it's really stupid and I literally knew all of the answers, I feel like shit.

Sorry for the ridiculously long post. I hope everyone enjoyed hearing about my life, but probably not.

I love you. gggggggahdkjcuefanklsal.

Bye. xx

Song of the Day: I Am the One- Next to Normal

Original Captain Kirk, fo sho

Note to self: Enjoy it

Life is really weird. I don't think I've discovered that more than during this past year.

But seriously dudes...carpe diem. and enjoy it. and take it by the horns and ride it. ( *clears throat*...sorry)

Life is balancing quite precariously between sucky and great right now, so I'm simply just trying to impart some wisdom to other people who I know are in the same situation as I am in right now.

Whatever.

Finals end on Thursday. and then I am DONE.

...there were so many things I should have done...

Note to self: be bold. do something you might regret, but do it with force. and do it with thy might. HAAAAjk

Song of the Day: Carolina in My Mind- James Taylor ((((THANKS TO NORA FOR BASICALLY THE MOST WONDEFUL PERFORMANCE OF THIS SONG I WILL EVER HEAR EVER<3))))

Bye xx.

me, below.

I've got to get out of here

Only a couple of days til finals.
Only a couple of times I've blown my top.
Only a couple of people I've started to get annoyed by.
Only a couple of hours I've wasted on Facebook.
Only a couple of outfits I've wasted on bad days.
Only a couple of tears.
Only a couple of laughs I've had by myself.
Only a couple of friends I've grown jealous of.
Only a couple of weeks I've been too sad.
Only a couple of skirts I HAVEN'T gotten to wear because it's not frickin' spring yet.
Only a couple of nights I haven't gone to bed.
Only a couple of boys I've yearned over.
Only a couple of friends I've adored. Just kidding. A lot of friends.
Only a couple of cupcakes I've made.
Only a couple of books I've annotated to oblivion.
Only a couple of times I've discussed my shameful passion for Ben Stiller.
Only a couple of things I've said I wish I could take back.
Only a couple of times I've fallen on my face.
Only a couple of erasermarks on my sketchpad.
Only a couple of webcam pictures on my computer.
Only a couple of chocolates that have gotten me through the night.
Only a couple of times I've honestly fallen for someone.

Only a couple of times I've actually simply...breathed.

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I can't tell if everything is actually finally falling apart, or actually finally coming together.
I love him. and I love you. and everything is changing and it's not stopping. I don't think it will ever stop.
And that's what I'm scared of.

Bye. xx
ps. Sorry for the ultra-emotional post today.

Song of the Day: Don't Stop Believin'- GLEE

:)

I...just had a great day...:) <3