Repeat after me: IT IS JUST A HOLIDAY. NOO. SCRATCH THAT. IT IS JUST A DAY! That's it! The only thing that makes it different is that you can buy cards for the day and make Hallmark rich.
I'm kind of at a good point right now, relationship and socially wise. I have the best friends ever. It's insane. I don't think I should be allowed to take all the good ones, but too bad. I already did. :-)
And, I don't have a boyfriend. It's totally fine. I possibly maybe probably like someone. A lot. But just maybe. And I just got over someone. So it's actually a really good feeling.
I'm supported completely in my life. A boyfriend is someone who you can just take it a little farther with. Think about it. It's not a huge deal. BUT!If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend right now, please don't take offense. I know what it feels like. So happy Valentine's Day to you guyses. I hope you had a great day!
Yes, last year I kind of had someone to spend it with. That was really nice. But the timing just fit that way. I actually didn't even remember it was Valentine's Day yesterday until I got to work and I saw that all the cupcakes had hearts on them. So cute! ANYWAYS...um. I lost my train of thought.
I guess I just find myself a little bit lonely right now. At some times. I convince myself that I'm not, that I'm so lucky, and I guess that's true. I've got so much to live for and so many people who love me and care about me. I don't need a boyfriend!
(Tehe. What a teenager-y rant!)
Sometimes I just feel this longing for something, for someone to be beside me as I write this. For someone to understand me on a deeper level. Come on. It's possible. I'm not that complicated.
Life would be absolutely incredible right now if I didn't have to finish this English essay. I think I'm just going to relax for now, and write it really late tonight. That's when the thoughts start coming! At around 3 o'clock in the morning, when there's nothing better to do and nothing on TV. Haha.
Also, I just had a couple of friends get boyfriends right around Valentine's Day. I think that's abso-fucking-lutely adorable. Aw. So cute. Congrats, guys, if you're reading this.
ALSO
I would like to thank everyone who's come up to me, whether it's been in the halls, or on the bus, or at lunch, or even on AIM, to tell me that they've been reading my blog.
THANK YOU GUYS! It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. YOU make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
I think blogs are cool. Especially if people actually read them.
I wish you were with me.
Have a great night, everyone.
Bye. xx
Song of the Day: the entire soundtrack to Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog
PS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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