Cheering up.

Ferris Bueller's Day Off. Especially the TWIST AND SHOUT scene.

Watch it over and over, and I guarantee you will not stay in a bad mood.

Bye!
xx

Song of the Day: 1945 - Neutral Milk Hotel

ONE WEEK

Its been one week since you looked at me
Cocked your head to the side and said I'm angry.
Five days since you laughed at me
Saying get that together come back and see me
Three days since the living room
I realized its all my fault, but couldn't tell you
Yesterday you'd forgiven me
But it'll still be two days till I say I'm sorry
-One Week, the Barenaked Ladies

However great that song is, it's not what this post is about. There is exactly one week until the first performance of the play I'm in. I got home from rehearsal at about...8:30 tonight. (I live about 20 minutes away from my school.) Then I watched "SPECTACULAR!" on Nickelodeon.

Forgive me, please. But the guy was very cute and the two leads actually kissed at the end. Which never happens on TV. So that made it better.

ANYWAY. PLAY. So yeah. We just moved into the actual performance space and it's like twice the size of the space we've been rehearsing in. Yesterday's rehearsal was kind of faulty, and no one was really on their game. It's mad hard trying to figure out all the blocking after moving to a bigger space.
Today was good though :-)
I think it's gonna turn out well.

This weekend includes:

1. sleeping late. FINALLY.
2. a paaaaaaarty.
3. working at the bakery all day Sunday
4. HOMEWORK. and lots of it.
5. THE OSCARS. YESYESYEYSYESY.

I'm so excited. Hugh Jackman is hosting :D
Wow HUGH is a really weird word.
I need to go to bed.
G'night.
xx

Song of the Day: All American Girl - Carrie Underwood

Thoughts on life, love, and...blogs?

Yesturrdaiiiiii was Valentine's Day. Wahoo! I worked all day at the bakery and then hung out with some of my bestest buds. Not a bad day to say the least. The ONLY bad thing is the people complaining about or talking about "Single's Awareness Day." WTF.

Repeat after me: IT IS JUST A HOLIDAY. NOO. SCRATCH THAT. IT IS JUST A DAY! That's it! The only thing that makes it different is that you can buy cards for the day and make Hallmark rich.

I'm kind of at a good point right now, relationship and socially wise. I have the best friends ever. It's insane. I don't think I should be allowed to take all the good ones, but too bad. I already did. :-)
And, I don't have a boyfriend. It's totally fine. I possibly maybe probably like someone. A lot. But just maybe. And I just got over someone. So it's actually a really good feeling.
I'm supported completely in my life. A boyfriend is someone who you can just take it a little farther with. Think about it. It's not a huge deal. BUT!If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend right now, please don't take offense. I know what it feels like. So happy Valentine's Day to you guyses. I hope you had a great day!

Yes, last year I kind of had someone to spend it with. That was really nice. But the timing just fit that way. I actually didn't even remember it was Valentine's Day yesterday until I got to work and I saw that all the cupcakes had hearts on them. So cute! ANYWAYS...um. I lost my train of thought.

I guess I just find myself a little bit lonely right now. At some times. I convince myself that I'm not, that I'm so lucky, and I guess that's true. I've got so much to live for and so many people who love me and care about me. I don't need a boyfriend!
(Tehe. What a teenager-y rant!)
Sometimes I just feel this longing for something, for someone to be beside me as I write this. For someone to understand me on a deeper level. Come on. It's possible. I'm not that complicated.

Life would be absolutely incredible right now if I didn't have to finish this English essay. I think I'm just going to relax for now, and write it really late tonight. That's when the thoughts start coming! At around 3 o'clock in the morning, when there's nothing better to do and nothing on TV. Haha.

Also, I just had a couple of friends get boyfriends right around Valentine's Day. I think that's abso-fucking-lutely adorable. Aw. So cute. Congrats, guys, if you're reading this.

ALSO
I would like to thank everyone who's come up to me, whether it's been in the halls, or on the bus, or at lunch, or even on AIM, to tell me that they've been reading my blog.
THANK YOU GUYS! It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. YOU make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
I think blogs are cool. Especially if people actually read them.


I wish you were with me.


Have a great night, everyone.
Bye. xx

Song of the Day: the entire soundtrack to Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog

PS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

What I could/should/want to be doing right now.

1. My World History homework. Blegh. Annotations.
2. Reading my dad's book.
   
3. Eating a piece of strawberry rhubarb pie.
4. Not being on Facebook.
5. Breathing.
6. Watching my dog sleep.
7. Fixing my webcam.
8. Squealing over how cute my hamster is.
9. Thinking it's funny that my lizard is always staring at my hamster. (Ha ha don't worry, they're not in the same cage - just side by side)
10. Anything but this.

^^But I won't actually tell you WHAT I'm doing or what I wish I was doing, or what I should be doing.


Tra la laaaaa.
I'm so freaking tired. I need sleep. THANK GOD TOMORROW'S FRIDAY :D

Until next time.
Bye. xx

Song of the Day: The Call - Backstreet Boys