sleep is for weaklings.

I am in such a state of panic right now. The amount of work I have this week is really really really really frightening. And the amount of time is dwindling. I don't know what to do. My stomach is churning; I'm up at 5 o'clock in the morning, checking my email to have just been informed that I get to LOSE MY FREE TOMORROW TO TAKE A FRENCH TEST THAT I HAVE NO WAY OF STUDYING FOR.

Oh my god. I am....I don't even know

If you see me today...please just give me a hug

<3

I think that my chest is honestly going to burst because of the amount of love in my heart right now.

Thank you, guys. Really.


Song of the Day: Nine People's Favorite Thing- [Title of Show]

Thunder.

I used to hate thunderstorms. Now I love them.

They're one of the things that is REALLY beautiful in nature. 

I'm sitting here, having finished (most of) my Chem work, leaning against my bed, listening to Noah and the Whale, listening to the thunder and breathing. 

Lots goin' on here, as you can see! Tehe.

WE HAVE ADVISEE BREAKFAST TOMORROW SCORE. I'm gonna go to sleep early anyway, though, cause I have to write something tomorrow morning for...*cough* Chem.

This week is so weird. I had like, 4 people come up to me today and say, "Are you okay?" 

It kind of took me by surprise, because I felt perfectly fine. However, after those people asked that...I noticed that I wasn't feeling as great as I could be. A lot of friend-drama type-teenagery shit is going on right now. But whatever. It's tech week for the One-Acts, which makes everyone a little more on edge. PS COME SEE THE ONE-ACTS AT 4-6 ON FRIDAY AND 7-9 ON SATURDAY yup.

Tomorrow, when you see me in school, do NOT ask me if I'm okay. Do anything else: say hi, hug me, kiss me on the cheek...whatever. But I'm fine. So it's not even worth asking, fools.

:) Goodnight!

xx

Song of the Day: Do What You Do- Noah and the Whale

I am a rock, I am an island.

I don't know why, but I've been listening to this song SO much today. It makes me really happy. I suppose it's because I just saw The Graduate (PS IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT GO SEE IT RIGHT NOW PLEASE AND THANK YOU.) and the entire soundtrack to it is Simon & Garfunkel.


Today is a beautiful, beautiful day. The sun is FINALLY out while the weather is FINALLY warm, and it is just so good. I am so much happier in warm weather.
I woke up at like...9:20 and then went out to breakfast. I walked down town to go to the diner, and then got coffee and walked up to see the Pville Invitational Track Meet. It was great :D I got to see a bunch of people. I miss track. Well...I miss the PEOPLE from track. Not so much the 400's...and yeah.
I've spent most of the rest of the day lounging around, listening to music, and talking to a couple of my friends on the phone/on AIM. I want to figure out what to do tonight, though.
I have ALSO gotten some of my homework done!!!!!! WOOOO. Well...not all of it. But I'm sure it will get done, eventually. (lies)
Now I'm eating chips. I'm in a very chippy mood.
I think someone is having a BBQ because it suddenly got really loud across the street and it smells like chicken. Mmm.
I'm sitting in my screened-in porch, and the sun just has a bit of a glare on the computer screen.
I'm pretty content.
My brother just got home. He's too popular for his own good. Seriously. I barely see him because he's always out with his friends.
My back aches. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I have TEH WORST POSTURE OF ANYONE EVER.
I can't believe that there is only 5 more weeks of school left, including review week. I...honestly can't believe it.

So. I hope that your day was as nice, or relaxing, or fun, or whatever, as mine was/is.
Have a good night!
Bye. xx

Song of the Day: (besides I Am a Rock) Dancing With Myself- Billy Idol

In 5 Years Time.

I might not know you,
in five years time
we might not speak at all and
in five years time
we might not get along
in five years time
you might just prove me wrong.
(This song is the song of the day: check the bottom of the post.)



I AM GOING TO GO TO BED EARLY(ISH) FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WHAT FEELS LIKE DECADES. My problem is that I think too much. I need to think much less. ARGH so many things on my mind...

WHY NOT BLOG? tehe. Just kidding. This is creepy.

The best thing happened today, though. I was doing community service with a bunch of my friends: painting with a bunch of kids from a home where boys go if their family life is tough.
I went up to my friend and hugged him from the back, but then he flinched like, violently. I was like, "What?!"
And he said," Oh my god I thought you were the internet!"

BAHAHAH. teheee.

I am going delirious. That word almost looks like delicious. Mmm. Chocolate. Oh my frickin' god I need to go to bed.

If you catch me in school, tell me to write a better blog post next time. Or ACTUALLY because I KNOW YOU GUYS READ IT...request something for me to write about. Such as: I have written about Valentine's day, changing schools...etc.

That is the challenge. Your wish is my command.

Oh and also. You. I don't think you know who you are. But...you mean askjdhaksd so much to me. Woo. Now the internet knows.

Have a great night, erryone. And you. I love you.
Bye. xx

Song of the day: 5 Years Time- Noah and the Whale